Ave Maria.

There are many days lately where I have questioned if a purpose exists or rather, what is my purpose. Question what my passions are and how do I best live them out. JP2, who is a man that is a great inspiration to me said this, " Man is fully alive when he gives himself as a gift." So today, I asked, How do I become fully alive? By giving myself as a gift then I can know my purpose. It really is quite a daunting task for me. To make a Choice. To Choose to be ALIVE. To breathe. To say YES. Let me live as Ave Maria.

January 9th, 2008

Let me live as Ave Maria

Every Day I wake up and sigh. Everyday I choose what path I will take.
Not like a path on a road or a lifestyle, but rather a path inside my thoughts

It is my cross and has become me. It is a secret within my soul that I long to be freed from.
Everyday I will say I am weak. But I choose to think differently.
I'm strong. I'm light. I'm love.

I hate pretending that Im not hurting, grieving, feeling lost, or pretending what makes me truly joyful.

My world, our world is so vast and deep.
Why run away from the greatest gift that allows me and you to be free, free to run?--using the world as a vessel towards you.

I thought you forgot about me.
But you didn't

I have FOUND you in my deepest joyful and sorrowful thoughts.

I exist. I am free. I can move mountains.