Sweetest down fall.

I finally realized why I don't like black and white mediums. One of my greatest joys is expression. I express myself in writting, painting,or photography. I find it difficult to express myself in black and white. For me, there is no connection to feeling. No complexity. Life is messy. I am messy. Its chaotic. Not simple. Color is beauty. All different lights and shades can express something so significant or small. Life is abstract. Color has light. Fire. Pizazz!

I fail at times to communicate my emotions and feelings. I become wrapped up in my thoughts or try to figure out the right way to act... when really, all I want to do is just go for it, take the ride, feel the adventure. And when I miss it. I become my own sweetest down fall.

I fail. I am flawed, complex human being, but I am a sweet ride with twist and turns, ups and downs, victories, and mistakes. I am a sweet down fall.